What do these songs mean for me? Maybe it is the recovery that I'm attempting to go through, but I find myself really wanting to leave Lexington. As though I sexed and drank myself into a state of ignoring everything that I COULD do. I've been thinking more about writing and the possibility of making my life focused on that, of getting my life organized so writing would be its so purpose and goal, and everything seems so far away.
I don't know if that means anything. I'm still trying to get my inner life together in a way that it makes sense to me too.